I killed my Child in 1970. His Father was a married Man who was unhappy with his Life. But when I told him about my Pregnancy, he was sad and apologized. But he told me, "Better the Devil I know than that I don't know."
Until I was saved by Yeshua in 2023, I experienced internal condemnation. I know that I have been forgiven by Christ. Because of that, I no longer condemn myself. But even now, 50 Years later, I still feel sorrow for what I did. I hope my Child will also forgive me when I get to meet him.