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Jessica
Mexico,
Mexico
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English Version
Hello! One year ago, in the month of September, I had an abortion, with the false dream to go on with my life with nothing to stop me. I justified my abortion with many reasons. One of them, the decisive one, was that I was not deeply in love with my current partner, and I also wanted to further my education. These were the dumbest excuses that I could ever conceive. My partner wanted to have the baby, but I convinced him with the excuse that we had no work and no money. I couldn’t feel a real desire on his part to have my daughter, Bella. My mother was aware of it. My boyfriend, who was dependent on his parents, immediately informed them.
We all went to the clinic, my mother, my partner, and his parents. I remember losing consciousness…then nothing… Then somebody else’s sob, but it was my own sob. When I opened my eyes, my face was totally wet, and I could not stop crying…
Four months ago I began to feel the weight of my erroneous decision. Since then, I have had a strange feeling…like detached, as though this had happened to another person. I tried to escape but four months ago, the storm began; it is something I cannot explain. Today I speak to save unborn children's lives and the lives of their babies because the mother dies with the baby. This is the first time that I have written about this so those that do not know can change their opinion…
Spanish Version
HOLA! HACE UNA AÑO, EN EL MES DE SEPTIEMBRE, ME REALICE UN ABORTO, CON EL FALSO SUEÑO DE SEGUIR ADELANTE CON MI VIDA SIN NADA QUE ME DETUVIERA.
JUSTIFIQUE MI ABORTO CON MUCHAS RAZONES, UNA Y LA DECISIVA ERA EL HECHO DE QUE NO AMABA TAN PROFUNDAMENTE A MI PAREJA ACTUAL, Y QUE TENIA GANAS DE SEGUIR ESTUDIANDO, SON LAS EXCUSAS MAS TONTAS QUE JAMAS HE PODIDO CONCEBIR. MI PAREJA LO QUERIA TENER, PERO LO TERMINE CONVENCIENDO DE LO CONTRARIO CON LA JUSTIFICACION DE QUE NO TENIAMOS
TRABAJO Y MUCHO MENOS DINERO, AUNQUE REALMENTE NO SENTI UN VERDADERO DESEO DE SU PARTE DE
REALMENTE TENER A BELLA, MI HIJA. MI MAMA SUPO Y MI NOVIO SIENDO ALGUIEN QUE SEGUIA DEPENDIENDO DE
SUS PAPAS, INMEDIATAMENTE SE LO COMUNICO A ELLOS. FUIMOS TODOS JUNTOS A LA CLINICA, MI MAMA, MI PAREJA
Y SUS PADRES. RECUERDO CUANDO ESTABA AHI, QUERIENDO CORRER HACIA LA SALIDA, NO PASO. RECUERDO
HABER PERDIDO EL CONOCIMIENTO...Y LUEGO NADA... LUEGO UN SOLLOZO COMO DE ALGUIEN MAS, PERO ERA MI SOLLOZO, CUANDO ABRI LOS OJOS, MI CARA ESTABA TOTALMENTE HUMEDA, Y NO PODIA PARAR DE LLORAR... HASTA HACE 4 MESES EMPECE A SENTIR EL PESO DE ESA EQUIVOCADA DECISION, TODOS LOS OTROS MESES, TENIA UN EXTRAÑO SENTIMIENTO...COMO AJENA A LO QUE HABIA PASADO, COMO SI LE HUBIERA PASADO A ALGUIEN QUE NO HABIA SIDO YO, Y TRATE DE HUIR, PERO HACE 4 MESES, EMPEZO LA TORMENTA, ES ALGO QUE NO PUEDO EXPLICAR, Y HOY HABLO PARA DETENER A 1, 2, 3 PARA SALVAR SU VIDA Y LA DE SU BEBE, PORQUE LA MADRE MUERE CON EL BEBE, ES EL PRIMER DIA QUE ESCRIBO ACERCA DE ESTO PARA QUE ALGUIEN QUE NO CONOZCA CAMBIE DE OPINION...
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