Looking at My Beautiful Children

  Christy
Arizona,  United States
 
  I was 17 when I found I was pregnant with my future husband's baby. He was older than I and, although I was excited and started planning for the baby, he was scared of getting in trouble. When I saw the ultra sound and heard the heartbeat, I was in love. He decided that we couldn't have the baby, made threats, and scared me to the point I felt I HAD to get an abortion.

I regretted even the idea, let alone the aftermath. I now have three kids and am no longer married to my first husband. My husband now is the father of my beautiful children and looking at them makes me feel regret and hurt even more. I feel like I killed my own baby, and I deserve bad things. I hate this.
   
   
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