I got pregnant at 41 and 42 with my fiancé/husband while on birth control. I didn’t even think that I was fertile anymore.
My fiancé told me he’d leave if I kept both babies. I got very frightened, since I already had a 6 and 10-year-old.
I was coerced into aborting twice, and I ended up divorcing this man after six months.
I have regretted this now for 25 years. The pain is awful, and I sometimes feel like I can’t cope with the pain and the guilt. I’m not very religious, but I am very spiritual.