I never wanted an abortion, I was awake when they did it, it was a horrible experience. I could feel them pulling my baby out of my body. I cried the whole way home. I was extremely depressed afterwards.
I used to be a happy go lucky person. Not anymore, it took me down a severely self-destructive path of blackout drinking and driving. I got into a very bad place in my life. Eventually, I got pregnant with my oldest daughter years later. And she brought me much joy, we tried for 3 years to get pregnant again. Finally, I got pregnant with my second child. I never used birth control again. Was unable to get pregnant.
So, I have two beautiful daughters. I know getting the abortion hurt my chances of having children. I mourn the loss of my child. There is more, but I’ll stop here. I’m glad to be silent no more!