I had an abortion because my parents told me that I would have to pack up my bags, leave the house, and never talk to anyone in my family ever again. They told me to say good bye and it broke my heart. I snapped and went over to the abortion clinic. During the abortion procedure I experienced a lot of emotional pain. I remember lying on the table and wanting them to stop. 

Immediately after the abortion I felt extremely sad, but very out of it. I couldn't stop shaking.  As time went on after the abortion I felt and experienced a lot of pain. I cry every day. I still do, but I am currently getting help from a counselor and I would love to be a leader of a group because helping others will help me come to peace with what has happened. "I will hold you in heaven" is what I say every day, I can't wait for that.