I Wanted the BabyI wanted the baby. My mom and dad and boyfriend talked me out of it for financial and emotional reasons.
I hated myself and the whole idea of what I was doing.
Myself, I felt as if I killed something special, but I wouldn't have been able to give it everything I wanted to.
I prayed over and over for God's forgiveness and swore it would never happen again. I still to this day think of it.