I was long numb before getting pregnant. I was groomed and molested by 40+ man at the age of 12 to 16 years old. A year after he left me, I was involved in a relationship with an older man and I became pregnant. My aunt whom I was living with, coerced me into having an abortion. I was numb throughout the experience and the sequel continued. Casually dating, having unprotected sex, and getting pregnant and having an abortion. All my friends were doing it, and I didn’t think it was a problem.
Numbers 32:23-“If ye will not do so, behold, ye have sinned against the LORD: and be sure your sin will find you out.” I know Lord forgives me and so are my unborn children in heaven with Jesus. I am learning to forgive myself and begin to heal. I want to help young women who have the odds stacked against them to not choose the road of abortion to pile on the stack even higher.